♥ heart on wings

If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I’ll go
But I know
I’ll think of you, every step of the way
And I…will always love you…
I…will always, love you.
I hope, life treats you kind
And I hope, you have all you’ve dreamed of
And I wish you joy, and happiness
But above all this, I’ll wish you love.
And I…will always love you…
I will always love you…
I will always love you…
I will always love you..
I will always love you…
I will always, love you.

This dumb and insensible girl, let’s kill the hope in her.
Yet her faith, is not allowed to flicker off,
This dumb and insensible girl.

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A love is heartwrench and optimism. It is unconditional, unheeded, unrestrained…unstoppable.

“Eyes that saw too much, and later lost their strength to open.”

11:19 PM;

After looking at the photos, just realised that Prom Take #2 reminded me of Prom Take #1. Should have known after buying that dress from that same shop, it’s just karma. Well, for good or bad, it doesn’t matter. Lol. Anyways, was such a noob at clubbing. The music made my eardrums want to explode, the crazy dancing with sweat I just realised is disgusting, and I forgot about my phobia for crowds. The cherry and gin drink is still bitter, had a hangover after drinking really a bit of it. Noobzzzz. That is what my stupid brother would say to me, if he’s here now. Lol. Well, prom is subjective. Some would say it’s woah, others would say it’s dah. Something like that? Well, and I thought there would be ballroom dancing. Gah. Prom is such an ass. Enough of romanticism, serene classic night, prom, no more no more.

8:13 PM;

Today was a lovely, beautiful day. Clouds, breeze and peace. Little rain, drizzle, greenery. Had fun with lifesaving mates, which have not happened in a long time. No sun today, more clouds and cold water. Awesome screaming and thrill and peace in the water. Random talks and comfort. Splashing in the water and capsizing. Artificial downpours are great. A lil bonding here and there.

Tonight, is cold. The coldness is somewhat overwhelmingly cold. A bit too cold. Harsh, is the coldness. The airport’s ceiling design is dizzying, complicated, things running all over the place, mirroring the feelings of different people in the airport, haphazardness. The airport is too big suddenly, and the floor design is also dizzying, threatening to swallow and complicate. The moon tonight is hazy and blurred, glimmering from a place a bit too far away. The dark purple sky is solitary tonight, with tinges of pink.

And I’m left, and lost, not going anywhere, going nowhere.

If I’m lost for a day

Try to find me

If I don’t come back

Then I won’t look behind me

December is darkest, in June there’s the light

I dreamed I was dying as I so often do

And when I awoke I was sure it was true

I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky

And said whoever is up there, please don’t let me die

But I can’t live forever, I can’t always be

One day I’ll be sand on a beach by the sea

The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross

And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost

11:35 PM;

Gosh, can’t believe I’m slowly, gradually, quickly becoming fascinated/thrilled/excited about a Korean character. Ting, it’s your fault!

Searched the bloody web for so long but I still can’t find a picture of him with his perfect sneer-turned-into-a-sexy-pout. –_- Seriously, this guy is different, different from the typical nice pretty boy. Which is more puzzling why he’s so fascinating.

Evil look that captured straight from the beginning.

 

=D intense look

 

scorn

 

brooding

Awesome pout. =DDDD

That soft side.

Awkward cuteness.

Closest to that interesting sneer, the one in green.

It’s something when guys sleep.

Cutesy sunshine! Knew he’s not that bad a character through and through.

P.S. Finally found it.

And some other awesome photos:

Awww. A virtual big big gigantic teddy bear monster hug to him. *refers to the tear-shine*

11:08 PM;

“You’re Beautiful” has nice vibes. =D

1:30 PM;

you’re in my arms

and all the world is gone

the music playing on

for only two

a life goes by

romantic dreams must die.

10:01 PM;

Garbled

It’s hard to believe

what the fuck is this

forever

Awesome. Windows Live Writer allows me to use different fonts.

9:56 PM;

Love to have such days.

 

12:53 PM;

Caught a rare movie on Mio, touched me quite a bit. Edward Scissorhands (coincidentally named Edward too), a robot with a heart, an incomplete cyborg with a heart. His facial expression touched/intrigued me the most, the blank face with forlorn eyes, dark-ringed and weary. Love his gothic look, dunno why. The crazy wild hair, and especially the dark-ringed eyes, bruised with overwhelming sadness and his humane, gentle voice. (He looks like a freak to others; he fascinates me.) An awkward, self-conscious 'human' with a heart to love, yet incapable of love. That look in his eyes seriously captures.



Which reminds me of a poem written during preparation not too long ago.

-Minute 321-
Here is a little poem for thee.
Scratch, scratch, my ickle tiny sensor
Can't seem to capture thee.
You weird little beating feeling
Thing. Beep, beep, here goes my daily
Meanderings- register, register, a little
Token for thee. Days, weeks, months, years,
This Minute 321 waits for thee; this
Ickle strange beating feeling thing to beep,
With sound and fury, breaking the daily
Beepings and whirrings of Minute 321,
Finally, a token of a pretty beating
Human heart, for thee.

Oh wells, I was supposed to study, ended up frustrated and writing poetry. But it made me study better. Lol. Poem was inspired by robotic, mundane life. University of Blogging crowned me for bad poetry and emo long ago I almost forgot. Sheesh. Oops. Okay, so bad poetry for thee. The website's rather cool, doesn't give you random results. http://www.go-quiz.com/degree/degree.php

Labels: robot

10:37 PM;

Mister Gurly: Who are you?
Cheeky: I'm her Graduation Bear. *big grin*

Mister Gurly: *grumbles*
Cheeky: Hey bro...don't worry, she still loves you.

5:07 PM;

muse baby muse.

Affirmation

cappucino on a rainy day,
snuggles in the warmth of blankets,
hot food in the arms of hunger,
huge umbrella of a stranger,
embraces in the rain,
smiles amidst frowns,
sincerity..
triumphs and singing of the heart
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

spoilt brat
foolish romance
musicdramadance
peace/daydreaming
altophobia
cockroachphobia
clueless in directions
mild hypochondriac
darlings and family
chocolatesice-creamcheese
cuddles and snuggles
mistergurly and babies
sunsetoceanwaves
harrypotter edwardcullen
darkred sweetpink
yellow limegreen
grey darkpurple
literature

Raindrops like candlewax
Drowning in a
Solid sculpture, you Burning and cold.

Independence
Health
Baking skills
Yoga/Electone lessons
Love
Faith
Happiness

*HUGS* TOTAL! *HUGGIES* snuggles & cuddles

.::.
amelin =)
xiao*qian =)
fiona =)
ke*hua =)
edwin =)
ting*ting =)
xiao*ling =)
ting's*mei =)
charmaine =)
gary =)
shawn =)
yi*han =)
jin*ming =)
mei*yi =)
de*hong =)
aminah =)
ems =)
nicole =)
fym =)
cedric =)
kenji =)
en*yi =)
syu =)
xioa*hui =)
hui*ming =)
annette =)
nicholas =)
theodora =)
debra =)
atiqah =)
sim*yee =)
jie*ming =)
han*xian =)
yi*chen =)
cheryl =)
xin*yi =)

.::.